I want my HoH to lead and I find myself often interfering with it. I tell him the punishment was to much, I don't like the implement he used, he doesn't follow up, he doesn't give me answers, and on and on I could go.
I use to think that I was a pretty patient person, I am starting to re-think that. I haven't done alot of posting lately but have done plenty of reading and am picking a few things from here and there and quietly attempting to do them.
When I am feeling out of sorts I plant thoughts in his head of what I think he should do or what he shouldn't do. Another blogger said in a post that her HoH caught onto this and quickly and smartly said ENOUGH you will not lead.
I have to let him step up and I need to stop planting the seed, he like I want this DD life to work, we like where it is leading.
Normally I send a link to Vic with my post but not this one he needs to get where he is going without me driving the car. I need to keep myself in check and not get pouty, sassy, directing, coaching, and all the things I normally do.
I am putting myself in a holding pattern and letting him lead. I hope and pray that I can find the patience to let him do what he needs to do.
I decided to put myself in a holding pattern and see what happens